america and england - heart


I found tumblr...

I pretty much forgot that the rest of the internet existed.

But anyway. Hi.

Collapse )

So, in the time that I've been gone I confessed to the girl I liked, got turned down, then got over it. How have you guys been??

(no subject)


so I'm really bad at this guys

I'm just so tired tonight. soon, I'm going to get my schedule back. and THEN I will continue posting that 30 day meme. because I really like it.

  • Current Mood
    exhausted exhausted
iharthdarth - kill and die fun times

(no subject)


I'm gonna have to wait for the next day of the 30 day meme until tomorrow. I am way too tired to actually think right now.
  • Current Mood
    exhausted exhausted
nabari no ou - hold me tight

Day 02 – Your first love

My first love was a girl on the internet. I mean, I certainly had a lot of crushes before that, but... We're still ~internet friends~ actually.

But this girl. She's younger than me, but I've always been so impressed by her. She's so nice and smart and caring. And she's always so strong. I'm still just amazed by her. (I may still have a bit of a crush on her, you can tell.)

I remember... there was a time when I was not very happy with how I was or how anything was. I think I may have at LEAST been depressed. I can't afford the fancy medical care to figure this out, of course. But just the little things that she said to me helped me get better. Even just thinking about what she would say to me helped. I think that's when I fell in love with her.

I was actually just thinking about her the other day and I realized that I wasn't in love with her anymore. I still love her, of course, but ~cliche cliche cliche~. It's kind of sad when you realize that you've fallen out of love with someone. I don't know why I have, really, except may because I know that nothing will ever come out of it. Or maybe I am still in love with her, but it's more of a background love. Who knows?

Collapse )
ling - happy happy

(no subject)

a quickie meme before I go to sleep. though I guess I'll be answering AFTER I wake up, but...

Go to my userpics and then pick:

01. Your favorite.
02. One that makes you automatically think of me.
03. One that you think I should TOTALLY use more often.
04. One that you don't get/needs more explanation/etc.
mittsi - bikini happy

day 01: intorduce yourself

Day 01 – Introduce yourself

Hi. I'm Samantha and I'm not an alcoholic. Seriously, I'm not. I actually hate the taste of alcohol.

But seriously. Um. I'm 19 years old and going to college in Austin, TX to get a major in Japanese. I was born in Lewisville, TX on June 23, 1991. Um. I spent most of my baby years in Denton, TX. I spent most of my kid years in the, somehow smaller, town of Kingston, TX. Which doesn't have a wikipedia to which I can link. Ummm. I moved to Celeste, TX about the time that I started Jr. High, but I'd been going to school in Celeste for my entire school life. Which was the worst experience ever.

Um. In High School, I stopped going to public school and began to homeschool. I have to say that we probably didn't do nearly as much as we could have done, but I have my diploma, so... Around the same time, I moved to Austin, TX.

For most of my life, I identified as bisexual. About a year ago, I realized that I was trying too hard to fit in to the idea that, as a girl, I should still like guys, and realized that I identify more clearly with being a lesbian. (Not that I think everyone who is bisexual is like that. Be nice to people who identify as bisexual, guys.) Um. Is that a good introduction? Well, it'll have to work as one.

And apparently I say 'um' a lot.

Collapse )